PROMOS.

Hello, it's been long since I last blog. PROMOS' been driving me crazy.

& shifting house at this critical period doesn't help at all. I lack the suitable environment to study, or rather just concentrate. I fall asleep so easily, get distracted by this device called the teevee & I have the shortest attention span compared to anyone else. Which means studying alone is not really useful (unless I got the sudden urge & motivation to mug continuously) & studying out with ppl will only distract them, cus I'll end up making alot of noise & asking them to go eat or go out or something. ahaah, sorryyyy. ohwell, im not really cut out for studies, really.

I really hate mugging, just like anyone else out there.

Hurry up finish As & go work, before uni starts and the mugging begins again.

Raaah.

Past few days have been eventful, not very happy ones though. Glad that I didn't blog last night or it would have been a even more depressed and teary one.

I've never seen my mum scream & shout & cry ever in my 17 years of life. So when such a thing happens, it's bad bad news. Sometimes I really hate the life here. House doesn't mean home. mine feels cold and I usually wouldn't want to come home if given the choice. Im prolly saying this because im still upset about being screamed and yelled at ytd for no reason, but still, after so many incidences, I am almost very sure about what I feel.

I hope I'll still pass my promos after all these.

Stress has kind of like, integrated into me or something & I just cant seem to get rid of it.

Perhaps the type of worries I'll have to go thr aft promos would be different,

but they're all the same.

What am i talking about here. maybe sleeping will help.

especially when the headache refuses to subside even after panadol.

:'(

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